Now that you understand somewhat of how this all works I will share with you a technique I use when I’m cleaning out my ego.  I highly recommend you only choose one emotional issue to tackle at a time.  Sometimes when you are facing a big one you will actually be taking care of a few other little ones you didn’t realize were annoying you.

I will stay with the subject of trust as an example since I used it in the tattoo removal post.  I mention before that this is a big one for me, and is still something I am staying aware of.  Not only will you be seeing how you have lost trust with yourself and others, but you will also notice how you stopped respecting yourself, and those you love.

Take a moment and breath in deep along with a strong exhale.  Do this three times.  Then call upon the God force within your consciousness.  Allow yourself a moment of forgiveness for yourself, and for others.  Don’t just say you’re sorry for this or that, but really feel the apology you want to give.  God knows you want to do right to others and yourself so keep the guilt out as you move through this.  After you are done forgiving take a moment and ask God to show you where this might have come from.  Where the pain began when you started to not trust anymore.  A memory might come up in your mind of something you totally forgot about or spent a lot of time pushing down.  Now that you have an idea of where its coming from take some time to look at yourself and see if there are outwardly things you are doing in your life that are reactions to your trust issues.  Some people might drink, eat, carry extra weight on their bodies for protection, or possibly do the exact opposite and become needy towards others.  Keep a list handy so you can keep check of these things through out the days that follow.  (Some people might not do this exercise at all because they don’t want to feel that pain again incase another hurts them.  If you have this thought in your mind remember that the wall you have built is not doing you any good.  It has only been a wall to destroy you and those you love.  You are only denying yourself of what you truly deserve.)

Now comes the tough part.  Ask God to help you restore trust again for yourself and others.  It is usually within a very short time that you will receive something in your life that causes you to face that fear of not being able to trust.  Anything is possible when this part happens so keep aware of your surroundings so you can see the challenges God puts before you.  The only way to rid yourself of a fear is to face it, so this is why God almost instantly puts something in your path.  If you fall down the first time its ok.  Just don’t be hard on yourself and continue to be grateful that you are being heard.  Remember, this is not easy, and the first challenge might be small, but soon they will get a bit tougher until you breeze through it with no problem.

Continue to remember that this is a personal choice you are making.  You are exercising your greatest gift and strength within you.  All you have to do is remember to breath through the pain or anxiety, and continue facing those fears.  You will also start to notice aches or problems in your body start to disappear as you work through this.  Mine seemed to become very intense in pain and then as I faced more fears they went away.  Your body is just reacting off of the constant battle that has been going on, and is now realizing the fight is ending in that area.  Another issue I had while the battle played out was that I noticed my thoughts got very obsessive and negative.  I think this was the hardest part for me in keeping focused on gratitude, and forgiveness.  You are reprogramming your mind to believe in something better than it once did, so this is why things get pretty insane at this point.

Trust issues can keep you from having a healthy relationship in love, friendship, work, or with your children.  Watch as you work through an issue that either new relationships come up out of the blue, or the ones you have become stronger than ever.  This is where your miracle lives!

If you remember the videos I have on my website about how to create a miracle this is what its all about.  You BELIEVE, LET GO, and DON’T BE AFRAID.  Believe that God has your back on this, and let go to hand it over to Him.  Even though it is terrifying, try to breath so your not afraid.

God bless,

Kelli Faulkner

Now that we know how tattoos are created on the ego.  Is there a way to remove them?  Yes.  Is it permanent?  No.  Sometimes the battle within your subconscious can get so bad about one issue or another that you have tattoos going up left and right all over the ego, and yet that still constant battle within.

Take for example trust issues.  I never realized how badly I had them until I had to start really looking at my ego.  Not only did I have trouble trusting others, but mostly I could not trust myself.  On the other hand, I wanted to trust so badly that I would force myself in a type of denial that made me believe that no one would hurt me.  Huge mistake!  Not only did it blind me to my self worth, but it created a personality in me to constantly feel as though I had to prove myself to others before I was worthy of their trust.

I wanted these tattoos and battles to cease immediately!  Here is where it gets really hard.  You tell your consciousness/God you want to stop fighting within, and could God please remove that tattoo from within. 

Picture within your mind an angel being chosen to set out on a mission to head into the ego, and use God’s Light to do a type of laser removal on the walls of your ego.  The angel walks in with no judgment and finds the markings of trust issues within.  She lasers the words off the walls, carrying back to the subconscious the pieces she removed within.  God then speaks from your consciousness and asks you to look at the hurt again.  This is where the dark night of the soul happens, and another battle begins.  You will either cry the pain out, get extremely angry, throw tantrums like me, or accept that this is going to hurt while God reviews where this came from.

A lot of times people don’t make it through this section and the tattoo ends up going back  on the wall along with a new battle arising within.  They will either turn to alcohol to coat the pain, food to weigh it down, or find someone out there who can spend time with them in order to ignore the pain.  There are many different ways we talk ourselves out of this important step.  That devil is constantly telling you how the whole process is ridiculous, and you will get no where.  He also likes to tell you how you deserve better, and he has got the perfect answer for you.

When you do choose to go ahead and face the pain/fear expect your emotions to rise.  God reminds you that even though He removed that tattoo there is still an outline on that wall.  (Try as hard as you can to not feel guilt while doing this.  Having guilt while cleansing is like mopping your floor with muddy feet.)  You will have a memory of what happen, but no longer the pain because you chose to not allow it to validate you in any way.  It is up to you to take responsibility the next time someone crushes your trust to not allow that tattoo to define you. 

Never once while this is happening are you judged by God, nor does He get tired of doing this for you.  Sometimes it takes a million tries to rid such emotional pain.  God is only proud of you for trying, and not giving up.  Like a parent who is proud of their child when they are responsible for their things, God feels the same way about the lives we have lived.  It is incredibly hard work, but when you clear through the baggage you will see just how rewarding it is.  The God force inside of you starts bringing things to you that you had always wanted, but for some reason never realized you could have.  The devil goes back to mumbling back in his cave and cannot be heard so clearly until the next battle.

It is so very important to make sure you are constantly saying thank you and giving forgiveness through all of this.  It is so easy to get taken back up again by that thing in your ego that if you try to stay in a moment of gratitude of thanks it breaks a habit within. 

Remember, that thing in your ego has no intelligence.  It only knows to work off of habit and pain.  If you are constantly thinking hurt within your mind then it knows how to make itself stronger.

God bless,

Kelli Faulkner

We know that our consciousness holds the key to our “Heaven.”  Our ego holds the thoughts of our darkness.  Now there is a part of us that most of us don’t fully understand, the subconscious. 

Remember when you learned growing up that you had an angel on one shoulder and a little devil on the other?  Picture in your mind these two battling it out.  Where is this battle taking place?  The subconscious is a type of battle ground.  If the angel wins the battle then it will return back to the consciousness until another battle comes again.  If the little devil wins the battle then it marches into the ego to keep “score” by putting a painful tattoo upon the egos wall.  This is why we are constantly reminded of the pain we have been through, or the pain we have caused others. 

We are all having days where we feel like we are in hell constantly.  Someone cut us off on the way to work, and we are still fuming from it.  While the angel and devil are battling it out someone breaks into our bank account and steals all of our hard earned money.  Again, another angel pops out of the consciousness, and another little devil meets for battle in the subconscious.  You now realize that there are two battles going on. 

What if this battle never ends?  What if there is this constant battle going on, but by now there are 5 to 6 different issues being fought out?  Our minds are boggled with stress, and the physical body starts to tire down.  The battle cannot be won until you decide who is going to win.  Will you let go of the pain and give it to God/consciousness?  Or will you decide to tattoo it to your ego so that it some how validates the pain you suffered?  These tattoos cause such an irritation that we begin to get use to the pain, and think that it is normal to feel this way.  After years of living your life like this you no longer can remember what truly letting go means.

Believe it or not, we need our egos, but we need them to be balanced.  The ego is a tool to help us in this physical world we live in.  It is not until we physically pass that we need to completely surrender the ego in order to make it into “Heaven.”

We are so connected to the Other Side that every day that I view the similarities of our world and theirs it amazes me.  You have heard me say before how there are an extreme amount of souls who have not made it into their Heavens yet.  One of the main reasons is that they are trying to help you understand how this all works, so that they can take responsibility for a cycle that needs broken.  The other reason is that they still have a story or battle to share in order to fully release the ego.

In religion we hear about Heaven, hell, and the in between world.  This is exactly what I am describing to you about your mind.  When you physically die it is your body that is dead.  The things you carried or carry in your consciousness, subconsciousness, and ego are what goes with you.  If you cannot check your emotional baggage at the door when being asked if you are worthy of entering Heaven then you will have denied yourself that paradise.

Its just like here on earth!  If you cannot check some of the baggage you hold within you by either forgiving yourself or another you will have denied yourself of true paradise physically, spiritually, and emotionally.  Again, this is no easy task, nor is it something to beat yourself up over.  No one has truly been taught how to do this.  We have been taught through the ages how to understand the stories of Jesus in a physical sense.  These stories were always to be viewed as a window into others minds.  This is why some great prophets confused us and themselves by telling stories of total destruction.  That “end” or total ruin is of the mind.  Our minds letting the ego totally win out, and God’s Will being destroyed.  This will never happen though!  We will see major losses around us as revelations continue, and we evolve into greater beings.  The last thing we need to do is continue being afraid of everything that is happening around us, and remember to always be aware of the tattoos we wear in our egos, or the battles that go on within our subconscious. 

I will be writing another piece about how to remove the tattoos within our egos, but I wanted to take this time now to invite you to look back through my blog.  If you look closely you will see through the time that I started this blog I was going through my own evolution.  You can see where my ego was winning at times, but how the angels stepped in and saved the day in order to teach us something.  I had to use my power of free will, or personal choice in order for any of this to happen.  I may not have been consciously aware of the things I was doing or saying, but that is because I am just like everyone else.  I have always said that the reason I am so clumsy is so that others know not to take that step. 

God bless,

Kelli Faulkner

In the last week, I have been fortunate enough to have one of those cool “Ah-ha!” moments.  Spiritually I have been learning a lot about letting go of your ego.  Not only did I learn that this is the area in the mind where our “hell” lives, but our consciousness is where our Heaven exist.  It was also taught to me that our children are extentions of our consciousness and egos.  This is why there are so many repeated family traits from one generation to the next.

Our egos hold our insecurties, our trust issues, the pain from our past, our worries about the future, or the way we “think” we feel about ourselves.  Because we have not been taught over hundreds of years how to properly let go of emotional pain, we have all become extremely unbalanced with our consciousness compared to our ego.  This ego has no intelligence, it only knows of habit, and how to coat pain.  It is up to us individually to decide to bring back a balance to our minds before True intelligence can shut the ego up. 

The consciousness is where God lives.  It is where Truth, Love, and intelligence reside.  The more we cleanse our egos of the illusion it holds, the closer we become with God.  But what happens when we can’t decide what is truth and what is our ego?  That confusion is our dark egos way of turning us away from the One Source that can bring us freedom in our lives.

As my gift has been evolving in the past couple of years, I can really feel this balance coming back to my mind.  No!  Its not easy to do this!  I will not fool anyone by saying that you should just “let go” and God will save the day!  God will not come in to save your day until you surrender that part of your ego that holds you back in life.  Believe me when I say that I have been tormented by mine!  It has been an insane experience in every sense of the word.  I almost have to say that physical torture would be easier than surrendering your ego to God.  Every time I think I have all the dark pieces cleared out God shows me more.  Mine are mostly self worth and trust issues.  These two major issues in my mind have kept me from my full potential in every part of my life.  Is it my fault?  No!  Is it my parents, or their parents fault?  No!  It is a cycle that has been carried on, and now needs surrendered.  As I have been working on the self worth part of it I have noticed my oldest daughter drowning in emotion, and not knowing why.  It wasn’t until I remembered what I was taught about how our children are extensions of our egos, and consciousness that I realized I was tapping into her ego as well to release that attachment.  She had no clue what I had been doing, but when I found her extremely emotional and asked what was wrong, it was her unknowing answer that rang a bell in my head.  I had been feeling so fed up that day with trying to surrender my ego that I must have done something right.  Because all my daughter could explain to me with tears running down her face was that she felt fed up, and didnt know why. 

If you have children, look at each one of them, and see where you are in them.  Look at either your ego within them, or your consciousness.  This is what is truly happening to our children today.  The ego side has grown so massive that they are being born with tortured minds, but no past yet to validate it.  We are in a sense giving birth to the darker sides of us that hurt so much.  Some of our children can come out more consciousness, but if you look at the world today you are seeing clearly that most kids are walking egos.  This does not mean that they are self righteous in the sense of boasting themselves.  It means they are completely insecure and using food, drugs, sex, etc… to coat their pain.

I have said before that my new gift comes with a down side.  I am able to see evil, or personal demons around everyone.  But truly what I am seeing is everyones egos in a manifestation form.  When I see more consciousness around someone, I see angels or the Light of God.  If we truly want to put an end to all this craziness in our world right now, even the weather changes, we first must look within ourselves and do an ego check.  If your your life feels negative right now, and you cant seem to get anywhere no matter how hard you try, do a quick ego check.  God is ready and standing by waiting for you to give your pain up to Him.  Remember, forgiveness and gratitude are the key to this!  Dont forget to forgive yourself for carrying whatever it is for so long.  You deserve it!  This is why Jesus kept showing us that we are forgiven for anything we do, but first we must forgive ourselves.  Surrender that part of your ego that tells you that you cant let go of the pain, or that a certain person does not deserve it.  Dont hurt yourself anymore by holding on.

I plan on doing another piece on this, so please keep checking back because there is a TON of information that has been given to me on this for us all to share as a gift.

God bless,

Kelli Faulkner

If you view my website at www.kellifaulkner.com you will notice the series of videos I put up on how to create a miracle for yourself.  One of the most important pieces I forgot to tape about was about “gratitude.” 

We are so busy in our lives and in our minds that we forget to say thank you for the things we do have.  The reason it is so important to give thanks and show it when creating something you need in your life, is that you have to show how much you truly love what you have.  There will be no regrets when things go wrong, and you won’t be saying; “I should have, would have, could have.”

We are all experiencing dark times right now in the world and watching horrible things happen around us constantly.  This gives even more of a reason to say thank you for the smallest things we have.  Even when you are down to $5 dollars in your pocket, and you don’t know how you are going to make that next payment that you owe on, be sure to look around and smile at what you have.  This keeps the darkness out and allows the Light of a miracle to shine through.

We are all so angry at the oil spill in the gulf, but instead of yelling at the people who did this maybe we should all come together and find a way to say thank you to something bigger than us.  It is our greed that causes mistakes like this to happen.  Because we all know this, let’s forgive ourselves for any greed we are feeling within our egos and say thank you for whatever amount of “oil” we have in our lives right now.

I know this may seem like such an easy gesture to write about, but in truth it is one of the most difficult but rewarding gifts you can give yourself or another.  You will be ridding yourself of anger you might feel towards wrong doings and at the same time saying “thank you” for what you have left.  We as humans seem to see the TRUE beauty in something when it is gone or almost gone.  We try to hold on extremely tight when something is slipping away.  The blame game begins, and we fight to see who is at fault so that we can feel validated somehow.

Today I say “THANK YOU” to all those who come to me in trust with their personal situations.  I am also so grateful to my sponsors.  They not only help me keep doing the missing persons work I do, but they are also taking a stand to show you all that NO judgement needs to be given when using techniques that might seem different to help another.  Of course I have my personal thanks you’s for all the things I have in my private life.  For now, I just want you all to know how grateful I am to be able to be the Messenger I am today! 

After you have said your thanks make sure to show it as well.  Words are just words unless an action is included.  When I say thank you to my clients for trusting me with their lives, I like to put fun specials up or take the time to write a note of how touched I am they chose me for their session. 

In your personal life you might want to show how thankful you are that you have another day with the ones you love.  Maybe you have said thank you to them, but you don’t know what to do to show them.  Even the simpliest hug will be enough to show God how thankful you are.  Don’t forget to use this for the material things you have in life as well. 

If you are feeling lost today and don’t know how to help the situation you are going through, just try the steps the Other Side showed you in the videos.  Remember, don’t forget to say and show thanks!  That is what seals the deal when creating your miracle.

Note: I will hopefully have a video up on the importance of giving thanks very soon.

God bless

&

THANK YOU!

Kelli Faulkner

Where to begin?

It has been a rather interesting week personally, and with what has been reported in the news.  I would like to extend my prayers out to all of those who were involved in this weeks shootings.  I know everyone is looking for “why’s” for what has happen.

I have so many clients coming to me now asking the same question as to what is going on in this world lately.  I know that awful things happen everyday and this has been going on for more years than we can count, but you can definitely see this is getting worse than ever.  Most would say that it has to do with the recession and what we are going through.  Personally, I think our minds are getting worse and that’s why we are seeing killings that only happen in the movies.

Several weeks ago I wrote the blog entry “Spiritual Patches” for a reason.  It is really hard for me to describe and express the dreams/messages I have been having for some time.  One of the reasons that it is so difficult for me to say anything is because of a fear that I carry.  This fear is common in most people but it is a huge one for me.  I worry that people will think im off my “rocker” if I tell the things I see.  Or some might believe I have switched to some crazy religious cult.  After banging my head all week about writing this, I finally decided that I can’t tell others to face their fears if I can’t do it myself.

People are reacting hugely off their fears, and this is why we have such awful things happen like the shootings this week.  If you notice in most news stories about people who commit horrid acts, the stories always read that the person seemed normal.  When we are living with fear in our egos it will eventually manifest into something bad.  No matter how hard you try to push it down it will come out one way or another.  Pushing a fear down is a way of fighting a fear with fear.  You can’t do this because it doesn’t work.  The shootings this week were huge examples of what each one of us (including myself) are going through.  Every single day you are seeing acts of how one’s fears are manifesting into something bad.

I will say it again like I keep hearing, we are seriously off balance!  Some might take what I am saying to a religious point and blame it on the devil.  No matter what view point you look at it from it all stems back to us as a human being not taking responsibility for what we are carrying emotionally.  As you turn off your televisions and think how sad it is that those people had to go through such an event, try to not push down what you heard.  Instead look at yourself and see where you could help bring balance back into this world.  We are truly helping and unconditionally loving  one another when we take care of our own pain.  We can’t hide anymore within food/shopping sprees/video games/alcohol/night clubs/etc.   That’s not to say that we can’t do any of those things, but rather we do them with a balance in our life.  If you are truly working on YOU then when you go and experience fun you have nothing you’re hiding from.

I will leave you now with what I have said.  This will be labeled “Spiritual Patches Part II” with a Part III on the way…

God Bless!

Kelli