We know that our consciousness holds the key to our “Heaven.”  Our ego holds the thoughts of our darkness.  Now there is a part of us that most of us don’t fully understand, the subconscious. 

Remember when you learned growing up that you had an angel on one shoulder and a little devil on the other?  Picture in your mind these two battling it out.  Where is this battle taking place?  The subconscious is a type of battle ground.  If the angel wins the battle then it will return back to the consciousness until another battle comes again.  If the little devil wins the battle then it marches into the ego to keep “score” by putting a painful tattoo upon the egos wall.  This is why we are constantly reminded of the pain we have been through, or the pain we have caused others. 

We are all having days where we feel like we are in hell constantly.  Someone cut us off on the way to work, and we are still fuming from it.  While the angel and devil are battling it out someone breaks into our bank account and steals all of our hard earned money.  Again, another angel pops out of the consciousness, and another little devil meets for battle in the subconscious.  You now realize that there are two battles going on. 

What if this battle never ends?  What if there is this constant battle going on, but by now there are 5 to 6 different issues being fought out?  Our minds are boggled with stress, and the physical body starts to tire down.  The battle cannot be won until you decide who is going to win.  Will you let go of the pain and give it to God/consciousness?  Or will you decide to tattoo it to your ego so that it some how validates the pain you suffered?  These tattoos cause such an irritation that we begin to get use to the pain, and think that it is normal to feel this way.  After years of living your life like this you no longer can remember what truly letting go means.

Believe it or not, we need our egos, but we need them to be balanced.  The ego is a tool to help us in this physical world we live in.  It is not until we physically pass that we need to completely surrender the ego in order to make it into “Heaven.”

We are so connected to the Other Side that every day that I view the similarities of our world and theirs it amazes me.  You have heard me say before how there are an extreme amount of souls who have not made it into their Heavens yet.  One of the main reasons is that they are trying to help you understand how this all works, so that they can take responsibility for a cycle that needs broken.  The other reason is that they still have a story or battle to share in order to fully release the ego.

In religion we hear about Heaven, hell, and the in between world.  This is exactly what I am describing to you about your mind.  When you physically die it is your body that is dead.  The things you carried or carry in your consciousness, subconsciousness, and ego are what goes with you.  If you cannot check your emotional baggage at the door when being asked if you are worthy of entering Heaven then you will have denied yourself that paradise.

Its just like here on earth!  If you cannot check some of the baggage you hold within you by either forgiving yourself or another you will have denied yourself of true paradise physically, spiritually, and emotionally.  Again, this is no easy task, nor is it something to beat yourself up over.  No one has truly been taught how to do this.  We have been taught through the ages how to understand the stories of Jesus in a physical sense.  These stories were always to be viewed as a window into others minds.  This is why some great prophets confused us and themselves by telling stories of total destruction.  That “end” or total ruin is of the mind.  Our minds letting the ego totally win out, and God’s Will being destroyed.  This will never happen though!  We will see major losses around us as revelations continue, and we evolve into greater beings.  The last thing we need to do is continue being afraid of everything that is happening around us, and remember to always be aware of the tattoos we wear in our egos, or the battles that go on within our subconscious. 

I will be writing another piece about how to remove the tattoos within our egos, but I wanted to take this time now to invite you to look back through my blog.  If you look closely you will see through the time that I started this blog I was going through my own evolution.  You can see where my ego was winning at times, but how the angels stepped in and saved the day in order to teach us something.  I had to use my power of free will, or personal choice in order for any of this to happen.  I may not have been consciously aware of the things I was doing or saying, but that is because I am just like everyone else.  I have always said that the reason I am so clumsy is so that others know not to take that step. 

God bless,

Kelli Faulkner