I read the other day a posting on someone’s facebook that read; “Giving up doesn’t mean you are weak, it just means you are strong enough to let go.”  I have done everything I have been shown to raise awareness to the darkness that is going on in the world today.  It may be hard to believe, but some time ago I was visited by an Angel.  Most of you know Him by his name, Gabriel.  It took me some time to realize that I was not crazy and that I was really communicating with Him.  The things I was shown about myself and everyone else in the world really scared the life out of me.  Without placing judgment, Gabriel always continued to tell me to have faith in people and that we are all good.  He showed me how we are all under this illusion that has been created by darkness.  We all want to know what is going on in the world today, but what we have forgotten is that the real question is; “What is going on in the Spiritual World?”  Even though we live these physical lives we are a spirit before anything else.  So when something is going wrong in this physical world it is the creation of what is happening spiritually.

All of those videos I put up on my website are there because I was asked by Gabriel and many other souls to create them.  As cheesy and silly as they may look, they were put in a simple way to slowly wake people up to how we are doing things backwards.  We have been doing things physically and then trying to make a change spiritually.  Gabriel showed me that everything we do starts from the inside then moves outwardly.  We all know this, but for some reason we continue to go backwards.

Our children are being born with more learning disabilities and mental health problems than ever before.  We have totally changed our DNA line up because of the way we have created things.  We have held on to too much pain from the past without letting go and it is creating a physical reality.  Even bigger than that, it is creating something so dark and evil that we can’t even tame it now unless we do it as a mass.

How many earthquakes, floods, missing people, mysterious illnesses, freakish murders, or new cancers will it take for us to finally BELIEVE that we are being attacked by something very dark?  The only reason that darkness is able to have strength right now is that our thinking is way off balanced!  This is what Gabriel means when He says to start within.  We have to go within our minds and deprogram our thinking, our belief system.  No one is telling people to become extreme in religion.  The Other Side is asking us to believe in God again.  We say we believe, but our actions are saying different.  They are asking us to remember we are a Spirit before anything!  When you hurt, They hurt.  When you laugh, They laugh.  Its all a thought process which has become so scrambled that we cant remember how to do it.  We are so tired from trying to pick up the pieces of our lives that we cant even look inward anymore.  Its like a little child who has caused such a huge mess in their room and their parent ask them to clean it up.  That child starts to cry and says they cant do it.  But if we show the child that if they don’t look at the total mess of the room and they just take one small thing to start cleaning before they know it the whole room will be done.

This is how we have to treat our world right now.  We are in such a mess that if we just take one small little thing in our minds and clean it up then outwardly it will start to show.

I am trying so hard to help the families of the missing, and others who just need some guidance in their lives.  These people cannot afford to pay for services, nor should they have to pay.  I don’t want to flash anymore past work up on my blog to get people to trust that I can help in someway.  I would rather have the help of many who care, and take care of the people who need it now.  There is one problem though, I am sinking!  I am a single mother of three amazing children.  My oldest is graduating this year and going off to college to learn how to use her gift in art as a career.

I have prayed, I have pleaded, and I have begged God to show me how to help my family so I can keep helping others.  That’s when Gabriel gave me the idea of sponsorships.  It started off ok, but came to a stand still as of lately. 

They are trying to show us that if we help one another we will in turn help ourselves with whatever it is we need.  People sponsor others in many different areas of life.  When I went to start this I thought how awesome it would be and didn’t pay any attention to the thought that maybe people might not do it because they were afraid of sponsoring a “Spiritual Medium.”  How would it make them look?  Maybe they are afraid to take the risk because we are so bad economically?  Either way I wasn’t giving up Hope because Gabriel told me things would change.

I am at the end now.  If a miracle doesn’t come in then I cannot go on helping find missing persons.  I have put myself in debt for something I believe in so strongly.  Its more than a belief!  I love everything about helping others!  But as they say, “You cant help another if you cant help yourself.” 

I answered a question one day that said; “What would you rather have, a million dollars or a million friends?”  I answered, “A million friends!  We could all give a dollar and have a great party with the million dollars we put in!”

The missing people I wrote about who I saw in the Cumberland River in Tennessee truly taught me a lot of this.  Now I watch with sadness because I couldn’t raise enough money for a dive team to find them.  The river is flooding the city, and I pray that in some way this is God’s diving team bringing them out.

I hope that this is not the end, and that I can find a lot of friends who want to give one dollar in order to give a lot of souls the party of their life in the Light!

I want to specially thank Cynthia Andersen for believing in me and not giving up on me when I talked about some of the crazy things I was seeing.  I know I sounded like a lunatic at times, but you stood by my side and let me show you what I was saying was real.  You are truly my Soul Sister!!

Thank you to all the families that have written in on my behalf.  You will always be my family!

God Bless Everyone!  There are a lot of souls from Heaven who believe in you even when you might not be able to believe in yourself!

Kelli Faulkner